EASTER...
It just doesn't feel like Easter because I am not at home. Know what I mean? It's like everyone is on holiday but it isn't really real because I'm not. It's a weird feeling.

RANT...
I hope all of you are having an amazing Easter. Praise God for his amazing mercy - that he died for us. That is blowing my mind recently. Actually since I saw 'The Passion of The Christ'. I just can't believe how amazing God is and how much he loves me. I have screwed up so much and made so many mistakes and done so many stupid things... and yet he loves me. He loves me yet he knows me. It's just mad! I can't get my head around it at the minute. I just can't get past his love. You know that kids song... so high you can't get over it, so wide you can't get around it, so low you can't get under it -oh, wonderful love. It is so like that right now for me. I just cannot get my head or any other part of me round it.

But, having said that, oh how amazing and who cares that I don't understand? It is a fact of life. God loves me enough to die for me and he has mercy enough to cover all my sins. I just think that is the most amazing thing I have ever heard in all my life. And it makes me want to be merciful (although that works itself out in my head a lot more than in my actions - perhaps they will catch up some day!).

Praise God from whom ALL blessings flow. Amazing.

I'm gushing now... I get into a flow and it just won't stop! Sorry.

LIFE...
As fas as other stuff in my life goes... well work is good. Picking up again after a bit of a lull. In the prison stuff is good - loads of guys being discipled... Schools stuff is fun.. And church is really good actually. Lots of new people and a good sense of God moving and doing stuff. It feels like a good time at the minute and I think we are encouraged.

MISCELLANEOUS
Someone sent me a prophecy in the post the other day - that's not the norm. She had had a vision for me when she was praying for me so she wrote it down and sent it to me. Quite cool. I will let you know how it pans out!

Been having some quite bizarre dreams which seem significant too... hmm. don't know what to make of them to be honest, just writing them down and seeing how it goes.

Anyway, update your blogs you lazy slabbers!! Love you all of course.

Hi! Long time no speak...

I have just been away on holiday to Centreparcs (I don't know how to spell that!). It was really good. I was a bit worried that I would be bored because last time I went was with Claire, Dave, Glen and Charlie and it was to a soul Survivor conference so there was loads to do at that and then CP delights after hours. But it was great! Very relaxing and the swimming pool is so amazing at night because you can swim outside and look at the moon and the stars and go down slides and... anyway, it was great. A very relaxing week.

It is a bit rubbish to be back in the world of reality again! Not that I don't like this world, but coming back from holiday always sucks.